There’s such a lower inner push to “please relatives” and “include relatives” in the memorial that my mind and body just tire out from it all.
Some times I am not positive and I am feeling down and “lower vibration”. Not the real I AM of me, I know. It’s just in this dense 3D environment, I tend to get lost sometimes.
All is well. All will be worked out. And at some point the Universe will get me out of “this dense 3D environment”. We shall see.