…and “tension” is not the word I was looking for. But something like that. Meaning, sort of “wound up” inside. Unable to relax and allow the Light-unfolding process to just happen. Always feeling the “need” to “do stuff all the time”.
The “tension” keeps “the Expansion” from happening in a natural way. Although many times it is necessary to “spring forward (upward)”. But, to me, times of “allowing the process” must accompany those tension points of “springing forward (upward)”.
Well, I thought I’d have more on this, but I’ll end it here… and go to my horizontal “allowing the process” rest.