I went to Costco earlier and it was like going to a zoo with people running around and this and that and parking spaces, usually available, weren’t. I did the shopping deal, and got out quickly. I am NOT into these so-called “holiday times”. Ain’t my deal anymore. Really hasn’t been for a few years. How people “survive” such times, running around and frantic-sizing about “holiday times”, is far beyond me.
The “solitude” deal for myself right now is more important than I’ve felt for some time. Yes I enjoy the occasional “going out where people are” times, but that is not the object of my life. It’s far more than being “over it”, or “past that”, or any of those phrases. It’s about remaining “in touch” with the deepest levels of my BEingness. And that’s the most important deal to me… at this moment in time.
If others don’t “understand” or “get it”… ain’t my problem. If others don’t know how to “deal with it”, well, ain’t my situation to deal with that… or any of their situation(s), either.
Why I write these things right now?… Well, just seems like the words want to come out. So here they are.
I’m going to lie horizontal for awhile now, and see where that leads. I’ve got these “appointment” things to do tomorrow, and that’s another area I’m not “comfortable with”… I prefer the “flowing free with ZERO time constraints” kind of deal.
And that’s why I’m in solitude much of my time here, on this planet.
Aloha all, Kp