I’m at one of those points where I’m really wondering what I am really doing here on this planet. There’s this and that and this and that, as I’ve said before (quite recently, in fact… right here). Yeah, there’s this thing, that thing, those things to “report” on, and maybe even feel “enthusiastic about seeing those changes” about so and so, and all that.
Maybe I am just enjoying the show (or maybe just “watching the show”) as the old castles fall, not having to be in them as they fall. That’s really about it.
I’m not one of the ones “taking down the walls”, or “grabbing the purse snatchers”, or “taking out the dark knights”. It seems I’m really just standing back and watching it happen.
And that seems to be okay by me.
Apparently there’s a point I’ve reached where the “energetic crap has been cleared”, “portals have been opened”, “grids have been set up”, and now, it’s others’ jobs to do the rest. That’s how it feels.
I don’t even really care (as I described here) about all this “disclosure this, disclosure that, so and so said this, so and so said that, UFO flies in here, UFO flies over there”, and to top it all off, the most “exciting” thing to come out of the so-called “scientific disclosure” arena is that a Dong-FO sighting earned a few people $2.2 million (here) (or maybe a better term would be “DeLonge-FO” (or “DeLonge-Dong-FO))!!!
Give me a break, Cosmos… I mean, am I the only one who feels this way? (no need to answer that).
This is not about anyone or anything else but me. I’m just telling it like it is… Right now… This moment… For myself.
Maybe I’m just choosing to BE… not “report on it”, or “teach anyone about it”, or “disclose anything about it”… just BE.
And dammit… that’s all I have to say.