…after a time of seeing all these things being unveiled, seeing the unveilers being watched and questioned, seeing the George Webb “follow the HRC ratlines”, Trump does this, does that, CNN fakes this story, fakes another one, the complexities of how this planetary matrix has been formed and what it’s all made of, and how it’s all being exposed and coming apart, posting this and posting that and posting once again, and following this and following that and then there’s a Poof and a Sheldan and a few others saying the same old same old (it seems)…
…that is a time when I feel I am just DONE with it. DONE with the following, the reading, the watching videos of all the stuff (crap?) going on “out there”, and part of me just feels SICK of all of it.
So here I am writing this, as I occasionally do, as I feel doing so “gets it out” of my system, but also likely resonates with one or two others out there. I am not writing things like this to “help others”. I am not writing things like this to “be of service to humanity”. I am not writing things like this to “be a ‘nice’ person”. Nor am I writing things like this to “bitch and moan” about my circumstances. Or convey a “poor me look what I have to do and blah blah blah I’m going through this and please pity my circumstances”. No.
I am writing things like this to remind myself that I am in a human experience, in a human 3D body, with all that goes along with that, and it’s okay to go through these things. And I am writing things like this to help remind myself that all of the “crap” going on “out there”, if it is “bothering my Innards”, may mean that I am not a part of it, never was, and never will be. It is not my circus. And I am not here to try to “fix” any of that circus. Not my responsibility.
Again, I remind myself, that I am a BEing of energy. I am here to align with various Energies on this planet, sometimes to receive, and sometimes to assist in transmuting, redirecting, and/or raising up particular energies, in particular locations, in particular ways. Often not knowing or understanding exactly what the h— I am doing.
I AM an Energy Worker. And that is the PRIME-aerie reason I am here.
The blog is secondary. The “living in Hawai’i” is secondary. The chickens are secondary. The going to conferences is secondary. Even Mira the kitty is secondary. And, yes, even the mochas are secondary!
So if there are days when “the blog” seems to sort of “pooh out” and has hardly any “planetary soap opera” and “here’s even more data how the NWO is falling apart” posts, well, hopefully all can bear with it. I’m “bearing with it” right now.
Aloha all, Kp