There have been a few roles I’ve been in where I had the chance to be “the Star”. And I rather craved some of those. Like playing softball (at 3M) and hitting my first over the fence home run, hockey goalie, getting a shutout, and school in general, getting the best grades, playing Hawaiian music and being a professional musician, full time. All about that “rock star” role. And although part of it was about enjoying the sport (or school), and being the “best I could be”, much was about that ego desire to be, “Rock Star”. Visible and recognized.
Now it seems my function, whether blogging or energy work or missions, is about the non-personal… and has nothing to do with being any kind of “Rock Star”. And that is what works well for myself, at this time. If nobody knows what I’m doing, if nobody knows that I’m doing, if nobody knows how I’m doing, that’s okay with me.
I’m not here to be one of those “Rock Star” things. I am simply here to BE.
And that’s fine with me…!