This has been a flowing day, in some ways. There was a method for going through it, and I ended up at Hapuna Beach, where I caught a couple waves, duck dived under several larger ones, and found out I could enjoy-urvive all of it (enjoy + survive). I love being in the waves, especially when they’re big enough to be of the non-tourist type.
That’s not why I’m writing this. But I’m still not sure why I am writing this. Maybe I’ll find out later.
But one thing I know for sure, this process we’re all going through right now… for me, it means staying flexible, yet firm in stance that I will follow my own Inner Light Guidance, and not what I perceive as someone else’. There’s a lot of Light type folks doing this, doing that, BEing this, BEing that. And you know what…
NONE of it is mine. None.
What is mine to do, is mine to do. What is mine to BE, is mine to BE.
I’m done with the “intellect only” baloney. Indeed, it is all just like “baloney” (bologna; and I mean that “Oscar Meyer” kind stuff with no body and all that crap added to it (but then, rarely I will have a Spam musubi!)). Nutritionally empty. Nothing there that I care to partake in… anymore, at least.
And what a pain to live in the “intellect only” arena. Always having to “analyze” everything to death, and everything coming from the surface-of-self only. No more of that for me.
Live by the na’au (the deep heart, solar plexus). That’s the way for me now.
And that can be “the challenge” for this blog. When it gets to a point where I sense I am doing it “because I have to”, or because of “what will others think and feel if I stop”, or “I’m feeling called away from it but I don’t want to follow that guidance because it will affect ‘the blog'”… then I know I’m not following the Higher Guidance… aka, “Higher Innards”.
So what was this message about? I’m still not sure. But anyway, all is well, and with that I’ll leave with…