Yes, it’s fun to see (and post) what “The Ben” has written each week… it’s fun to see (and post) an occasional David Wilcock, or Corey Goode, or Poof, or who knows what else. But there come times when it all feels so “draggy”.
Then there’s the fleas that somehow got from Mira to my body. Mira’s been flea treated, but then I found I had my own, in my hair and possibly on my body. And then there’s the carpet where Mira has been sleeping. So I treated me, twice, and treated my carpet (baking soda and borax), now I’m waiting to vacuum that up. And then my vacuum had tons of hairs around the brush so it wasn’t working too well, so I had to snip the hairs out.
Then there were the dogs, for the past 24 hours. The two big ones downstairs were barking, the two little ones upstairs were barking, and yesterday, at the most peaceful time of the day, the great dane who lives down the street started barking, deep bark, hear it through the whole neighborhood, and nobody who lives there ever does anything about it…
CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! (and it does not feel like the “Holy” kind).
But… I’m dealing with it. One thing at a time (except the barking)… but it often feels like I’m doing it all in a very poor way. The voice sometimes says:
“Screw the Light! Just get me outta here! And get rid of the damn barking!”
I’m not going to even come close to pretending I know exactly what to do, or that I “approach each and every situation and person with love and sweetness and forgiveness and Light”. I don’t.
A lot of times, when certain “irritant” things were going on around me, it was a time to move… to a new location. We shall see.
Sometimes, it is a severe PISSER being on this planet. Especially at this time, with all the “Holy crap” and “Not so holy crap” going on… all over the planet, all at once.
But here I am. Here we are. And at some point, I know I will realize it’s “okay” to be here.