There are times when the energy I feel after a mission-journey has completed, that I get home, go through my stuff of putting things back to their places, eating a dinner, doing some internetting… then all of a sudden, it hits. The total impact of what was done. Plenty big (whatever “big” means).
Now I’m horizontal, and knowing it was big, and feeling “zonked out” from that bigness.
And that’s the way it goes.