I’m about ready to fall asleep. The body is like it’s been transversed with energies from up, down, left, right, forward, backward. All I’m getting to say here, is that these next three portals, windows, gateways, of the 10-10, 11-11, 12-12. Particularly the 12-12.
BUT, each one is necessary for the following one. The 9-9 opened this huge gateway, really, a stargate, it felt like, and now all of this delightful Cosmic Energy is coming through, screwing with everybody’s ego, and old paradigm structures. Absolutely messing them up, so they can’t keep going on anymore.
Whatever the case, those of us who are “called” to go places, do things, wave arms and hands and move energy and all that Light-Energy-Worker-type stuff, MUST do it. Whatever it is. Wherever it takes us.
Some may be called places to clear karmic things, however, the large majority of those Light Working types will be “called out” of their “normal” lives, and asked to complete whatever it is that needs to be completed.
That’s why some will NOT be available for conversational calls, or email answerings, or standard run of the mill daily chores, or whatever. I personally simply have not the time or desire to answer each and everything that comes into my mailbox. Sometimes I’ll take the information that’s in one, and look at it, but often it’s just “noted”, and we move on.
Example here, I’ve been working several hours on putting a movie out with all the photos I took on the 9-9 trip. I added an audio file, and , next time I opened it up, the Windows Live Movie Maker crashed when I touched the audio, or any slides that were covered by the audio. I just said, “pi$$er”, and moved on. I can always recover it with Nero Video, but right now, I’m spent with all that. Maybe I’ll do it later. I’m also right now not going to publish all of the wonderful emails and comments many of you made about the 9-9, and your experiences with your ceremonies. Not yet, at least.
There is a time when this “standard prior world” has to be just released, so that we may enter the brand new world that is opening up each moment in front of us. We may not be here to “catalogue the past”, like many historians do. “Just do it, and move on.”
I’m almost falling over right now. So I’ll post this with comments open for 1 day.
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Kia Ora,
Right on brother with you here, this weekend feels like my whole mind & body’s taken a massive energy download. Fazed head, ringing ears, nerve shaking through my arms, what a roller coaster! My thoughts go to all on this ride. My birthday is on the 10.10 portal, I couldn’t get the day off work, then again anything is possible lol! Mahalo for your insight & work bro, there’s a great community of people from all over here, thankyou all for sharing, take care ~In Light~
Deano :~)
Believing Experiences 092212
Forgiving and renouncing the World of 3D fear illusion accompanied by gradual letting go and forgetting distractions toward inner Peace comes with healing ONENESS in the Spirit of love and compassion. Writing from Spirit guidance brings insights and inspirations of creativity that don’t even occur without prayer and meditation discipline, so I am believing what comes, and I am withdrawing from Worldly distractions even more.
I am not responsible for any other physical being or concrete ‘unreality’ to become enlightened or discover what only can come from their own personal forgiveness experiences. Sharing my writing all about the beguiling trappings of regular 3D life is dangerous for me now, and not kind to others who still cling to the Dualistic perception regarding suffering as happiness.
Monk perceptions of Spiritual discipline upset others who remain invested in things of the World that help them cope with pain, fear, and guilt, so when curmudgeons get upset, I notice they become vengeful and mean Spirited enough to really harm me. Since I was very abused, their favorite twist is to judge me as if I am the very Devil, or some serial killer demon, instead of celebrating my good fortune to let go of my past and enjoy my good fortune and special writing creativity.
My writing is a gift from God to me for validation and inspiration as I renounce the World, and forgive and let go of pitifully clinging to concrete ‘unreality’. 20 books and 7 years of writing is still continuing from an intention to receive guidance from Holy Spirit, and these are not for sale or for developing a fan base toward more ego. I have finally revealed that no one here is even able to listen with affirmations of gratitude and praise, and mothers do think and act like they own their children.
We all are infested with the elite Dark agendas and really need to respect that now the trouble can come from anyone closest to us, so it isn’t just the elite we need to fear, it is in everyone of us that isn’t deeply involved in forgiveness work. Forgiveness enhances deep compassion and love, that is absent here, and this lack of empathy, envy treachery, really defines lower frequency light vibration 3D ‘unreality’. We are One in the Spirit, and we are love at our essence, so when we invest in any tiny part of this temporary World, we live more beguiled with fear and guilt of separation from others and from Spirit.
My heart is opening and my new mind of delight is awakening so well that everything of the World looks dim and I see it all as the din of drama and self ridiculing energy. To know and see things from new light and love, and to share expressions with others who need to go slow and stay a little dim is, at least unkind, and surely makes it unsafe for me too. Silence and seclusion are two prayer behaviors to believe my inner lessons and experiences of Spirit to not give myself away to others still pitifully clingy of the World.
I am writing these things on my first evening taking off from needing to share myself with any others except Neal and John, They, not only read and enjoy my writing ideas and creativity, they respond with loving affirmations so I can trust that their love and light energy remains valid. The more I developed my sensitivities, the more my writing became consumed with spurious needs of others that might be reading me, so more times than not, my ideas expressing were contaminated with the level of consciousness of others that were not responding with love and light.
Thousands of writings and 2 million words later, I sense passing through so much former confusion about codependency, abuse, projections, and very difficult and obtuse mis-understandings about gender roles that dominate arrogant 3D concrete poignancy. Just saying out loud in my writing that no one here can even begin to listen well, and that mothers think and act like they own their children, is the very key essence of 3D fear and guilt narcissism that multiplies all our ‘owning the debt’ problems that no one even seems to notice.
It doesn’t matter to me whether mothers began the Dark problem of genocide from owning us and getting away with it, or if the Dark began these agendas, and the mothers learned to do the same with our children. I believe that owning others is continual humiliation and ridicule and causes love to disappear on Earth, while we cling even more to this abuse from a sick loyalty toward authoritarians by becoming sleepy followers that will not stop and face their, seeming taboo, denied pain and anger toward their mothers.
We even use the words about our children to “Have” children, or “My” child like, “My” wife, or “My” husband to express ownership, even though we remain children of God, and we still say when any die that they are going back home to God. I used to blame myself for my abuse by female perpetrators because no one wanted to hear about it as if I was the sick one and that attitude still prevails, even though I am past the tender time of just breaking through. “Mothers think and act like they own their children” and getting regularly threatened just to say this simple phrase, convinces me that the whole World can be wrong, just like the yogis and Gurus teach any open hearted enough to actually want to switch their allegiance from creation to our Creator.
It is finally time for me to move on in silence and more seclusion, and trust all the beautiful awareness as a way to receive the great gifts with renewing gratitude. I am not responsible for any other, because if I still were trying to play that role, I would actually be cheating another out of an opportunity to experience love for themselves, their speak. Soon, we will all be facing many dying and leaving here, so we really need to have a sense that God loves each and all of us, and that no matter what happens to who, we are all becoming closer to God’s welcome back to the same Source that we only imagine we left sometime before.
I already sense a special stillness and now can see how a lot of my daily life was spent in distraction, even though I meditate 6 hours a day and write the rest except for helping a few others who are open. I am getting a sense that many who are not now open to my work, soon will be, so my service is probably about to multiply and I don’t even know it yet. I believe that my trying so hard to grow and help others by sharing my writing comes from the guilt from extreme abuse, especially from my mother, so today, I am letting go one more degree of separation from that guilt, and letting go of my life long compunction to help. Nurturing service comes from love experiences from inside, not from fear and lack of my own need for projected help that I really need for myself. And besides, if the World is an illusion and I am investing helping others with compunction, then I am acting more like mothers who think and act like they own their children.
The ups and downs are easier to negotiate for me as I tell myself “This too shall pass.”
Despite a couple bumps and always waking up tired as if I’ve been working all night in my sleep, I feel like my sense of purpose and mission is becoming very clear. Good things are coming.
its interesting how we mostly all feel this way… ive been feeling loopy the passed week specificaly
. this proves to me somthin is going on here. all the stuff i read and messages from the GFL i listen to or read is starting to really shine to the front, i can actually see time speeding up like many have said, and other changes thats are now really visible and not subtle like they once were.
the tiredness also, man ive been getting tired like i used to when i was a kid. (where my whole body gets so exhausted i can sleep at anytime in any position). its somwhat weird feeling though cause the times i get tired are very varied and sporadic throughout the day
As a medical doctor and energy worker, I enjoy looking at all these comments, posts, and symptoms. Every bit of training I ever had is engaged and fascinated. Watching the Ascension process is as much fun as watching surgery, and anesthesia has the best view in the O.R.!
Thank you everyone for sharing. I ‘get it’ exactly what is going on. Intuitively, mentally, and on a very deep soul level. I resonate with you on your ‘birthing pains’, send what energy I can to help ease the transition, and gently hold your hand and smile as the miraculous Healing with a capital H takes place across the Universe, one individual at a time. Blessings, Love and Light to you at this Phenomenal Time. (I am a sixth-dimensional soul, working on a seventh-dimensional upgrade, and I can’t WAIT for all of you to join me on my Vibration.)
Yes, we are here to create the new world.
I’ve been sleepless, waking at 3am, then not being able to drop off at night. I’m not tired and not very efficient at “taking care of business”. It’s ok because everyone I’m around is having the same experience.
What I’ve noticed is being miracled every day in every way…the colors, the sky, how beautiful all the people I see seem to be, how every song on the radio feels like it was written for me, just all that awesome stuff on the other side of “taking care of business.” I feel so blessed to be sharing this time/space adventure with all of you.
in lakech :)
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I have had the amazing experience of Reiki sessions over the last couple of months..every couple of weeks. I am amazed at how these sessions are helping ease the “symptoms” of these energetic times. i will continue as long as I feel the need. I know this is not for everyone,but any kind of subtle modality like this helps your body to feel more at “home” in it’s skin. I think most have a problem staying in their bodies fully now..Of course yoga, walking,massage..laughing , tickling a little child, running with your dog, riding your bike, gardening and on and on also have the ability to help in these times. I have not experienced Reiki before this so, it is stunning in its gentleness to soften everything a wee bit and most importantly assisting you to feel at home in your body . It is not a time for over thinking. It is time to just BE HERE NOW.Melt where you are…. become a part of the scenery with your own intelligence..let your soul do the talking…and your past do the walking away..cuz honey child we are definitely “not in Kansas anymore.
Namaste,
Good to see these comments, the last two days i have been waking so exhausted after a full nights sleep, absolutely exhausted like i had no sleep and with so much tension in the neck it feels like the night has been filled with a lot of activity?
Peace and loving kindness
I’ve been told to share this channelings with you: http://www.therainbowscribe.com/hilarion2012.htm
I hope it is inspiring.
Greatest love and peace,
Fillandra
Well said:”Whatever the case, those of us who are “called” to go places, do things, wave arms and hands and move energy and all that Light-Energy-Worker-type stuff, MUST do it. Whatever it is. Wherever it takes us.”
I am feeling sometimes that I cannot do it anymore (each day for 2 hours decrees) but not doing it will really make me miserable (and jeopardize the “mission”) – so Whatever it takes I am going on :-)
I AM exhausted but I am keeping going on (asking for help to make it :-)
Love and Light.
Dear KP, I’ve said this before and I’ll do it again…you’ve just demonstrated Gaia Portal’s 23 September update! And said out loud for us what we are going through as well, thank you :) Take care, just let it all go…for now at least. PS – How long do you think I can avoid cleaning my home? Everything feels so impossible…!
Mahalo Nui KP!
Last night was up at 2,200 feet on the 22nd – Joan Ocean’s monthly meditation to connect with our galactic family. As we began, I found myself looking back down on the ranch and seeing each of us departing in bubbles of light, just as the two pueos or owls began a long rift of excited cries circling us under the 2012 Fall Equinox First Quarter Moon. It was exquisite! And appreciated the length of it, so I could just hang suspended surrounded within a love so immensely sacred, bringing many tears of Joy as we each in our own way connected with Arcturians.
And so this new post this morning fits perfectly from Gaia Portal . . .
Gaia Request: Be in Joy on the Ride
23SEP
Solitary adjustments, in one by one fashion concurrent among all Hue-beings, stand out at this current moment. All sense these adjustments. Although awareness of such may follow later.
Intrusions for purpose of clearing come rapidly at this time and each requires simple non-resistance and release.
Gaia global planetary adjustments are on hold until individuals’ clearances are processed.
Gaia alignments near completion yet continue for short period of Gaia 3D time during post-equinox to assist during tipover processing.
Downhill begins now.
Gaia request: Be in Joy on the Ride. Adjust as necessary.
Many Blessings of Joy to you KP and ALL,
Ginger
Mahalo for this. Pueo (owl) flew over our house yesterday at dusk.
Permanent invitation to my lake place at PR, MN. A log cabin + house. Whatever. Just in case you are called to go where the eagle flies………….and the white swans visit. Blessings
sjk
‘We may not be here to “catalogue the past”, like many historians do. “Just do it, and move on.”’. . . . . . Exactly right, brah! We are NOT historians — we are MAKING HISTORY! Actually, we are putting an END to history, at least the sordid 3D history of ‘humans as enslaved bio-robots feeding Illuminati and lower 4D entities, while ignorant of the whole deal and whistling while they work away for their Masters’. THAT history is going bye-bye, mostly via our actions — so why waste time and energy ‘documenting’ it? The Akashic Records are handling that end of things, right? As you say, let’s just get ‘er DONE and move onwards and upwards already! I’m still waiting for the After-Party to start (tell Poofness s/he’s pegged for the music videos!) . . . . . .
Amen and Hallelujah! Three of those! I got “called” last week to lead a support call for the exorcism work that Kevin Annett’s organization is doing? I said “Yes” though I have not done anything like this before. Lots’ of arm-waving, energy moving Light Worker type stuff with some really awesome people! This is my new life — laundry, cooking, eating and sleeping are having to move over to make room for the truly important things. Did I mention taking telephone calls and answering emails in that first category? You fly, Brother — fly your way on! The Akashic Video Co. will take care of the recording. Just Be it. Much love and many thanks.
I. Hear. You. I totally get it and feel the same. That’s about all I have the energy to type right now, lol, except that I keep seeing the 9:09 time, morning and night, since the 9-9 portal opening. It’s been kind of weird since I had been seeing lots of 4′s — 144, 44, any digit with 44 after it, including a few 444s. It’s been interesting to see the 9:09 consistently in the past couple of weeks.
Thank you for all you do, and I’m with you. Keep on keepin’ on, doing the good light work, buddy.
Calliope