Take from this message what you will.
I can’t tell you what my inner self feels like right now but I’ll try. It’s just that I have not any desire for anything. No desire to do anything, no desire to follow anything, no desire to go out and get a job, no desire to go and play music for people, no desire to have anything to do with any part of this 3D human world anymore. Nothing.
It’s like being nothing, being in nothing, being of nothing, being for nothing, being against nothing. Just NOTHING.
I have no desires at all right now. Nothing. When I lie in bed with my cats, just stroking their fur and enjoying their purrings, that’s enough for me. When I take a long walk and feel the sun on my skin and see the blue ocean down below, that’s enough for me. When I ride down to town and sip a mocha at Java on the Rock and watch the dolphins jump and play, that’s enough for me.
According to standard earth ways, this is clearly not normal. According to what I’ve done in the past, this is clearly not normal. According to what shows up on the TV or in the newspapers, this is clearly not normal. According to many metaphysical or “What Color is your Parachute” type of books, this is clearly not normal. According to people who say, “But you’re just sitting back and letting everyone else do the work in this world”, this is clearly not normal.
So the only conclusion I can make here is that I, and my life, are clearly not normal.
I saw this post this morning after a long, I mean long rest…I read in bed, drew into my self in deep prayer meditation, and released from my 3-D world to connect to the Source and higher self…realizing the greater work is no longer with hands and mind, but the energy work in the universe which is a healing work here…that world is so much more real, that existence is eternal, that is the place from which I came…I am an “alien” here. The energies are shifting, this is part of the new work.
Blessings!
You are not alone…I have been dealing with this for two weeks give or take. It comes and goes. When it goes, feverishly I work to create, when it comes, I rest. Cycles are the only order…besides the dark matter :)
Life is about BEING. We are now preparing ourselves by breaking old habits of DOING, by resting. What we are seeing with our eyes and ears is past consciousness thought forms being manifested as chaos, war, strife, dis-ease. By blessing your being, this will bring about the completely new world restoration and renewal. Don’t worry about anything in your midst. The old consciousness is overturning. All by itself. The love momentum is making it happen now…like magic. Let it do our job with grace and appreciation from us. Be in a state of gratitude for yourself with for-giveness and compassion for others. Rest in the seventh sacred holy day of Love and be-loved. There is no-thing else to do but BE.